Over the last few weeks I have done nothing but work & hang out with some of the coolest people I know here in Savannah.
It’s been awesome but at the same time in the back of my mind I know, come July, my heart is going to be violently ripped out. This is the first time in the history of my boring life I’ve found a place and group of people that “get” me. Last night, Sam and I went out to dinner and talked about the boys in our lives and life in general. It was awesome! She also took me to my first Drink & Drown which was pretty interesting compared to Statesboro’s drinking scene. We just chilled and talked to a bunch of interesting people. It all seems so simple thinking about it but it’s such a big deal for me because I’ve just never been that “social” person and I’m finally coming out of my shell…I just wish I had more time to relish in it before having to uproot and leave.
I know I have a few more months and should just live it up and enjoy it but I’m an emotional being and like getting/keeping what I want and I don’t want this to end. I know everyone’s saying, “But Amanda…you’re going to Japan! What the hell is wrong with you?” To answer that…I don’t know. I’m in this weird transitional phase of my life. I don’t like it because I like things to be in their place and organized and this is throwing me all kinds of off. Granted, there’s going to be a huge social scene for me to be a part of when I get to Japan, but I guess I’m just getting overwhelmed with the fact that my life is going to be changing in such a different direction so soon. I thought I had enough time to adjust.
But in the end, I guess this is life, right? Go with the flow. Things happen for a reason. YOLO. I’m trying to get use to it and I like where I’m at for the most part. I think I’m just prematurely thinking way ahead of myself.
Side Note: I started watching “Spaced” yesterday. Why didn’t anyone tell me that I’m destined to marry Simon Pegg??? I mean, I know that I love him and all that but he is perfect in that show. As usual…the late fangirl.